2010年的最后一天

大多数的人在这时候都在外庆祝和倒数新的一年到来，而我却一个人在家，本来是要去志豪家的，他跟建琛在家搞了个countdown party，我在facebook看到了event讲for poi lam military band's member的，我问敏儿他说是谁都可以去的，建琛也有跟我讲有他的同学和志豪的同学，当然还有band的啦，我去到好像很奇怪酱咯，我又不是band了的咯，就算有些是认识的，都没有共同的话题了咯，去到了你看我，我看你酱，等下你有或者会听到有人问哪个是谁来的哦，然后有人答：以前是band的，退出了的咯。虽然是事实，可是听到也难免有点不好受，经过我深思考虑下，就决定不去了，本来应该是我和我妈，我弟一起在家的，怎么知道我弟去了我叔叔家，我姐当然是跟他的佬出街啦，我老豆早早就plan好去钓鱼的，怎知我妈听到我老豆讲钓完鱼去朋友家bbq，我妈又贪吃到死啊，又跟着去，结果就是我一个人在家，可怜，酱得空所以就写blog咯，我很少写酱多字的，没办法，我现在就是得空过头，我要让我的脑袋有东西想，我要让它没空想另个空间的朋友，跟我经历了我form4年头的band camp的人最清楚，我最怕的就是“它们”，想到那时真的好怕又好笑，好笑的那部分我就不说了，等下他讲我毁了他的靓仔形象，自从那次camp后我就再也没有在学校过过夜，一方面是我真的很怕，另一方面是我退出了band，还记得那两个郑家兄弟在实习上任后吓我背后有人，那时是旁晚了，天又阴阴酱，恐怖到，你们这两个，我永远都会记得你们酱来吓我的，我要报仇！新的一年又来了，2012的世界末日不懂会不会真的来临，我妈问过我真的是世界末日了我会怎样，然后我跟他讲我会坐着等死，反正走到哪里都是死，不如舒舒服服坐着等死咩更好，如果真的是世界末日，2012年，我只是19岁而已，钱都还没有找够，老公又还没嫁，又还没给我老豆老妈享到福，很多东西都来不及做，那又能怎样，阎罗王要你死你就得死，除非你酱好彩没被他看中啦，打字打到我手都累了，下次不懂几时才会有酱好的闲情写酱多叻，我自己也不懂，我只知道我很懒，打字其实一点都不累，而是我越打越懒，所以说像我酱懒的人有什么用，不过至少我会为了钱不懒惰去做工，钱！真的不够用！

Friend Forever

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
我们聊了一晚,聊我们以后的生活会是怎样的
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
当我们25岁时我们会在哪里?
I keep thinking times will never change
我一直想时间是不会改变的.
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
一直想一切都会一直是这样.
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
但这一年过后我们离开就不会再回来.
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
不再出来玩因为我们都走上了不同的路
And if you got something that you need to say
如果你有什么要说的,
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
你最好现在就说因为你再没有"改天"了
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
因为我们都要继续前进,不能停下来
These memories are playing like a film without sound
这些回忆就像无声的电影在播放.
And I keep thinking of that night in June
我一直想着六月的夜晚
I didn't know much of love
我不太懂得爱
But it came too soon and there was me and you
但这来得太快,这剩下我和你
And then we got real blue
然后我们都变得很忧郁
Stay at home talking on the telephone
呆在家里聊电话
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
我们很兴奋又很害怕
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
笑我们自己,觉得生命是不公平的
And this is how it feels
这就是我们的感觉
Chorus:
As we go on, we remember
我们往前走,我们记得
All the times we had together
我们共度的岁月
And as our lives change, come whatever
我们的生活在改变,不论遇到什么
We will still be, friends forever
我们永远是朋友
So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
如果我们找到很棒的工作,赚了大钱
When we look back now, will our jokes still be funny?
当我们再回首,我们的笑话还会那么有趣吗?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
我们会记得我们在学校学的东西吗?
Still be trying to break every single rule
会试着去违反每条校规吗?
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
聪明的波比能成为股票经理吗?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
海瑟会找到一份不影响她晒太阳的工作吗?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
我一直相信这不是再见
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
相信是展翅飞翔的时候
And this is how it feels
这就是现在的感觉.
(Chorus) La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah La, la, la, la,
we will still be friends forever Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
明天我们也会像现在一样想吗?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
我们在社会上能生存吗?我们能成功吗?
I guess I thought that this would never end
我想这是没有尽头的
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
突然之间我们就长大成人了
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
过去会像一个永远追随我们的影子吗?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
当我们离开这里,这些回忆会褪色吗?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
(Chorus) x3

Stuck In The Moment BY Justin Bieber

with you

with you

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place

now Romeo and Juliet

but they never felt the way we felt

Bonnie and Clyde

never had the hide like

we do

we do

you and I both know it can't work

it's all fun and games

'til someone get hurt

and I don't

I won't let that be you

now you dun wanna let go

and I don't wanna let you know

that there might be something real between us too,who knew?

now we don't wanna fall but
we're tripping in our heart and it's reckless and clumsy

'cause I know you can't love me

yea...

I wish we had another time

I wish we had another place

but everything we have is stuck in the moment

and there's nothing my heart can't do (can't do)

to fight with time and space 'cause

I'm still stuck in the moment with you

like Adam and Eve

tragedy was a destiny

like Sunny and Cher

I don't care
I got you baby

see we both

fightin' every inch of our fiber

'cause in a way

it's gonna end right but

we are both too foolish to stop

now you don't wanna let go

and I don't wanna let you know

that there might be something real between us two,who knew?

we're tripping in our hearts and it's reckless and clumsy

and I know you can't love me

yea...

I wish we had another time

I wish we had another place

but every we have is stuck in the moment

and there nothing my heart can't do (can't do)

to fight with time and space 'cause

see like

just because this cold cold world saying we can't be

baby,we both have the right to disagree

and I ain't with it

and I don't wanna be so old and grey

reminiscing 'bout these better days

but convince just telling us to let go

so we'll never know

I wish we have another time

I wish we have another place

'cause everything we did

and everything we have is stuck in the moment

yeahhh...

I wish we have another time

I wish we have another place

and everything we have is stuck in the moment

and there's nothing my heart can't do

(nothing my heart can't do)

to fight with time and space 'cause

I'm still stuck in the moment with you

yeah...

whoa whoa...

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love this song very much

listen more than 10 times

repeat and repeat

very crazy

我的焦糖布丁终于拿到出来了~

滑嫩嫩的~

美丽的焦糖颜色~

........................................................................

今晚要到叔叔家打边炉

有好多东西吃

我很肥

因为我很爱吃

今天做了焦糖布丁
之前我姐有做过
结果真的不敢讲
其实也不是很难吃啦
只是拿来扁人的话能让人流血而已
我今天做的是软绵绵的
可是我的焦糖太甜了
而且也从模型拿不出来
可是味道真的很好吃
因为没有牛奶的关系
我拿了我平常喝的奶粉冲的
酱也很好吃也健康
今天妈妈不在家
我也不用煮
因为老豆打包肉骨茶回来
想到都流口水



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看了好多关于星座的东西
发现射手座跟双子座的性格真的好像
不懂怎么讲
是有缘无份吧

i think i am a two-sided person
laughing,
when i was very sad,
i just believe than laugh can cover all,
laugh can bring joy to others,
also can cover their own weak,
laugh is a good thing,
is correct?

生日那天也没怎么样，因为刚好在SPM，没办法

用了自己的“血汗钱”配了一副眼镜给自己

穿着睡衣

有点顶不顺自己，哈哈~

用姐姐的电话拍的

我的电话叻

唉~

别说了

下一个目标就是买电话

又不懂及时才实现

烂的橙你怎样留着它,守着它,它还是个烂的橙,恭喜你终于放弃守着这粒烂的橙.跟你说恭喜,你终于摆脱这粒烂橙,你竟然伸手出来跟我握手,跟我说谢谢,真的有一点扎到咯.不过真的很替你高兴,真心得恭喜你~

~很少有的真心的一句:恭喜你啦~你终于摆脱了那粒烂橙!要向烂橙say NO!!!

Now think of my memories with you, I feel a little regret, if you let me make it, I think that could really make it, I am very sorry for you, although I know you can not see my apology, but I really do not have the courage to face to face with You apologize, courage to come from?

今天某某人让我想起我交退出信的那种感觉，那时我死命跟别人讲我很开心很兴奋，可是我越兴奋，心里就越伤心，难过，痛，唉...一切都已过去了

这些年 一个人
风也过 雨也走
有过泪 有过错
还记得坚持甚麽
真爱过 才会懂
会寂寞 会回首
终有梦 终有你 在心中
朋友 一生一起走
那些日子 不再有
一句话 一辈子
一生情 一杯酒
朋友 不曾孤单过
一声朋友 你会懂
还有伤 还有痛
还要走 还有我





不懂为什么一听到这首歌眼泪就会留下来

最近都忙着做工都没时间on9，因为做工那边还没请到人,所以做了很多天full day,累死我了，我同事跟我讲出粮那时就开心死我，哈哈，想到都开心~

终于批了，好痛，好伤心，好想哭，可是眼泪流不下来了，痛的眼泪都不会流了，我好不舍得，有谁知道？只有我知道，我知道我没有资格说这些，我好讨厌我自己，讨厌我的脾气，讨厌我那该死的原则，去他的狗屁原则，已经回不去了，我连我最好的partner都没了，一切都回不去了

表面上我显得并不在乎，每天开开心心上学，然后又开开心心放学
可是有谁会知道每当我一听到有关你们的消息或你们练习的声音时
我就觉得很舍不得，这该死的，令人讨厌的感觉
每次我都很努力的不让眼泪留下来
我真希望有一天我可以不用再伪装下去
因为这真的好辛苦
当然，我可以不用装
可是我不想让人看到我的这一面
可能这就是我的性格吧

名还在不在都没用了
有没有位站才是重点

突然爱上看悲剧
因为它能让我借机会大哭一场